only if you realize you can’t stand it and then stop doing it later (a prereq is that you have comfort and stability enough to be able to choose to stop doing it). it’d be a win cuz you can say “i tried that and it sucks” instead of just “it sucks,” and you can pick out things that you liked.
strategic retreats are like a hackathon for systems, right? lots of brainpower. it’s just hard to feel a winning feeling if you don’t trust the brains you’re doing it with.