I am tired. My lifestyle of empty sustenance and project-juggling has cast me into a depression. I can function, but I don’t want to. I just want to sleep, and turn off the world.
I am not trying to linger on it, but I keep thinking about how this is a pattern in my life. I am okay with feeling blue, but this thing I am doing now is from decisions to take on too much knowing full well that I will pay for it like this.
Time to change something. Time to change everything.