March 4th, 2019

we must find a kaleidometer for your toes and vitamin b! Hygrometer

good luck!

good luck with your car, too, trasheap. i feel similarly to you about cars. i want all of it to be abstracted away from me as far as possible. don’t get a tesla.

i am home sick today. sore throat =( and horribly asleep. i have had these awful dreams i can’t get up from about watching a documentary about refugees. in the dream this morning, i was by turns the person in the documentary running in flip flops with my grandson and some version of a judy watching the documentary. when i was judy, i had no idea what would happen next and plot twists would be revealed. that means my brain made up a story, hid it from me, and then revealed it to me slowly. or my brain was making things up as it went along and then said “ha! see this made sense all along! the seeds were planted in the past” but it had done no such thing

it is unsettling to me to think if my brain as hiding things from me but it probably does that all the tine